msjessica's Diaryland
Diary
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2022-06-25 - - 2020-04-20 - seven months sober 2019-02-03 - 888 2018-11-30 - I like your way 2018-11-05 - Pushing a piano up the stairs 2018-10-23 - Tell me why 2018-09-26 - is this it 2018-09-25 - sad sexy 2018-09-25 - Like a lightbulb babe 2018-08-21 - - 2018-08-07 - Mother 2018-07-25 - - 2018-07-06 - Zambrero 2018-06-23 - Dark spilling universe 2018-06-17 - Eurydice and reckoning 2018-06-12 - Way Over Yonder 2018-05-24 - - 2018-05-22 - Adaptation 2018-05-19 - Bleach 2018-05-18 - Songbird (Night Owl). 2018-05-16 - A jumble of Eurovision songs 2018-05-02 - My mothers hands 2018-04-25 - Love, be brave 2018-04-17 - Heavy 2018-04-13 - Prey 2018-03-29 - everybody needs you 2018-03-20 - Let me out let me out let me out 2017-12-03 - So why does it feel like I’m dying 2017-02-15 - Witching hours 2016-12-06 - The question 2016-09-09 - if you wanna leave, don't breathe a word 2016-08-28 - - 2016-08-20 - - 2016-08-20 - thinking about tomorrow 2016-08-20 - throwing a bucket of water on a bush fire 2016-06-14 - which way is up 2016-06-13 - Inevitability 2016-06-03 - no treatment no cure 2016-05-25 - flowers in may 2016-05-07 - if i ever instigated i am sorry 2016-05-01 - i love jesus but gee i learn a lot from satan 2016-04-19 - cancer 2016-04-11 - you might as well live 2016-04-02 - loneliness and isolation pt2 where i talk about a man and answer a question about love 2016-04-02 - loneliness and isolation pt1 where i do not feel 2016-03-14 - bossanova 2016-03-12 - thud thud my heart pumps blood 2016-02-27 - form themselves into streams 2016-02-16 - a certain time, a certain place 2016-02-01 - you don't want to kill yourself, you're a writer 2016-01-31 - - 2016-01-29 - Self care 2016-01-26 - - 2016-01-18 - reckoning 2016-01-05 - - 2016-01-04 - - 2016-01-03 - - 2015-12-23 - because i was born into it 2015-12-11 - cel u lar device 2015-12-05 - L-O-L-A Lola 2015-11-18 - everywhere, everywhere, everywhere 2015-11-15 - uncle bookmark 2015-11-11 - A friend of a friend 2015-10-30 - Empty 2015-10-26 - a good idea 2015-10-25 - and he'll say that i'm wrong, and be right all along 2015-10-23 - breathe 2015-10-17 - love song (youarenowhere) 2015-10-04 - the dance 2015-09-27 - i'll delete this 2015-09-26 - sexwitch 2015-09-19 - something in the way he moves 2015-08-13 - everything is everything 2015-08-07 - what do u see 2015-08-02 - woe is me (fuck everything) 2015-07-26 - white noise 2015-07-21 - drowned 2015-07-13 - Scrapbooking 2015-07-09 - pure 2015-07-07 - someone else's truth 2015-07-05 - i live in a box of paints 2015-06-26 - ever since 2015-06-23 - swim to me, swim to me, let me enfold you 2015-06-18 - you can''t be lost if you're not on your own 2015-06-09 - - 2015-06-05 - the junkie & the thief 2015-05-09 - the high priestess 2015-05-03 - the ocean 2015-03-28 - i couldn't post this on social media because i just felt too.... privileged 2015-03-08 - disconnection notice 2015-03-01 - bitter ramblings 2015-02-08 - danger, i never think of danger; i really am a lucky man 2015-02-05 - a southern bird that stayed north too long 2015-02-04 - your voice across the line gives me a strange sensation 2015-01-31 - i can see you struggling 2015-01-04 - gone from perfect to divine 2014-12-14 - all the trees of the field will clap their hands 2014-12-10 - but drinking cough syrup when you didn't have a cough is ironic, because in reality you're sicker than you thought 2014-12-07 - putting the damage on 2014-11-30 - sweet 2014-11-29 - children get older 2014-11-14 - blood flood (part II) 2014-11-08 - the weather licked her like a stamp 2014-11-04 - until there's not? 2014-11-04 - brain dump 2014-11-02 - karma 2014-10-31 - makes for an interesting ride 2014-10-20 - - 2014-10-12 - - 2014-10-09 - rushing on my run 2014-10-04 - - 2014-10-03 - pink section 2014-09-28 - [noise] 2014-09-15 - queue jumpers 2014-09-09 - welcome to the good life 2014-09-06 - Fire in your heart 2014-09-02 - moments of love 2014-08-31 - i am just a dream 2014-08-29 - sleep rules everything around me 2014-08-24 - - 2014-08-23 - Lovely abyss 2014-08-23 - Lovely abyss 2014-08-20 - MEntal healTH 2014-08-02 - is she good to you 2014-07-31 - Goal Reality Options Will 2014-07-29 - tonight 2014-07-28 - dusty screens 2014-07-26 - it was me i cut but you bled as well 2014-07-24 - i will 2014-07-23 - the lights divide us 2014-07-17 - modern man 2014-07-15 - you freewheeling troubadour 2014-07-11 - friends in danger 2014-06-26 - vacation 2014-06-22 - three legged dog 2014-06-20 - 2014-06-15 - i will be your ghost 2014-06-14 - give up the ghost 2014-06-04 - 100g per week 2014-05-21 - crosby, stills & nash 2014-05-15 - - 2014-05-14 - scream and shout until we work it out 2014-05-12 - unfinished at 20140514_2315 2014-05-08 - better fought than won 2014-05-06 - time 2014-04-27 - before butterflys wings 2014-04-25 - noone has seen or heard from him since last wednesday 2014-04-19 - other 2014-04-19 - talk is cheap my darlin 2014-04-17 - talking in (dizzy, dumb, drunk) circles 2014-04-15 - armoury 2014-04-14 - u rock the mic but u ain't sayin nothin 2014-04-13 - htrk 2014-04-08 - - 2014-03-19 - brave 2014-03-19 - waitin g 2014-03-10 - shoot (for) the moon. 2014-03-08 - self talk 2014-03-05 - i could be there now if you'd just invite me 2014-03-05 - loose ideas 2014-02-22 - - 2014-02-20 - - 2014-02-20 - you weren't fooling anyone 2014-02-18 - i am a master hunter 2014-02-03 - don't tell the driver 2014-02-01 - she only sang the dead bird songs and now i know em all 2014-01-12 - i'm not that hot new chick 2014-01-04 - only sour cherry on the fruitstand 2013-12-14 - the wide, wide world 2013-12-12 - - 2013-12-03 - tuesday night, after therapy and cleaning 2013-11-09 - black mirror 2013-11-02 - kill only the time that truly deserves to die 2013-10-27 - time the revelator 2013-10-16 - - 2013-10-16 - am likely just bored 2013-09-16 - thank you naivety, for failing me again 2013-09-15 - like a cat looks into a fishtank 2013-09-05 - nine eyes 2013-09-05 - diamond dancer 2013-07-12 - here i go again 2013-06-30 - free yourself 2013-06-23 - Say goodbye to love 2013-06-09 - what can i do 2013-06-06 - - 2013-06-05 - something other than regret 2013-06-03 - - 2013-06-03 - she's always got last summer 2013-05-31 - can you tell there is something better cos you know there always is 2013-05-28 - wikipedia is heaven 2013-05-26 - portraits 2013-05-25 - i am loathe to say 2013-05-23 - victim of romance 2013-05-21 - once i was an eagle 2013-05-20 - today has been ok 2013-05-19 - instant crush 2013-05-18 - Bored in the city 2013-05-14 - diaryland 2013-05-13 - for you, when you get here 2013-05-12 - Everything Illuminated 2013-04-24 - perpetuum mobile 2013-04-18 - love in the time of 2013-04-17 - - 2013-04-15 - Half a pound of sugar 2013-03-21 - shriek to speak, and reach for the speech to be heard 2013-03-16 - i'm walking into walls just to be where you ought to 2013-03-16 - - 2013-03-13 - blah blah blah love rant and whinge blah 2013-03-12 - i see you upon the wall 2013-03-10 - bury me in my favourite yellow patent leather shoes 2013-03-03 - it's passion it's not love, infatuation never ends up right, at least i won't be alone tonight 2013-03-01 - happy and bleeding (what i would rather) 2013-02-28 - it's too hard to row a boat using a periscope 2013-02-25 - By the time I get the courage I am drunk and you are tired 2013-02-19 - - 2013-02-16 - anomie. 2013-02-13 - this is a sad fucking song 2013-02-09 - i've got love in my tummy and a tiny little pain, and a 10 tonne catastrophe on a 60 pound chain 2013-02-07 - i will be king, and you, you will be queen. 2013-01-27 - Second guess it 2013-01-22 - little hell 2013-01-07 - "i need you like blood needs a vein to get from one place to another" 2013-01-05 - - 2013-01-03 - the sun the sea you and i 2012-12-31 - never going to be easy. 2012-12-31 - an almost loss. 2012-12-31 - - 2012-12-31 - photosynthesise. 2012-12-30 - Vom 2012-12-28 - - 2012-12-28 - I love you like a violin, I'll hunt you like an amputee, But I ain't gonna lose my skin, I would love to see you again 2012-12-26 - you take up all my time, you've gone from perfect to divine 2012-12-18 - i woke up alone 2012-11-16 - Wouldn't mama be proud. 2012-11-16 - - 2012-11-16 - postcards from italy 2012-11-16 - - 2012-11-14 - human kindness. 2012-11-14 - I have more to say, I'll be back soon. 2012-11-12 - - 2012-11-10 - what he wrote 2012-11-10 - Being sky king of the sky, what did he have to fear 2012-11-09 - A girl like me 2012-11-08 - bill callahan 2012-10-24 - - 2012-10-24 - fuck you in your fucking face. 2012-10-24 - this is the day people like me have been waiting for. 2012-10-23 - - 2012-10-21 - - 2012-10-19 - Laura Marling = <3 2012-10-19 - prescilla 2012-10-16 - what you had and what you lost; what you are and what you're not 2012-10-06 - - 2012-10-05 - - 2012-09-20 - - 2012-09-13 - ticklish 2012-07-29 - - 2012-07-26 - Just rubbish really 2012-07-23 - keep your head up, keep your heart strong 2012-07-20 - The things you made me do 2012-07-09 - - 2012-07-06 - - 2012-07-04 - that's fucking bullshit 2012-06-30 - What's wrong with you? 2012-06-29 - - 2012-06-28 - bananas 2012-06-20 - - 2012-06-20 - Decadent Playground 2012-06-20 - - 2012-06-19 - - 2012-06-19 - better decision making processes 2012-06-16 - tarantula 2012-06-16 - - 2012-06-14 - - 2012-06-11 - Just nothing 2012-06-08 - o'malleys bar 2012-06-02 - Fucking yum, 2012-05-23 - be still, be calm, be quiet now 2012-05-10 - we are united 2012-05-08 - sugar and spice 2012-05-08 - damn your mood swings 2012-05-08 - - 2012-05-08 - - 2012-05-08 - what's more romantic than dying the moonlight 2012-05-08 - feel no shame for what you are 2012-05-07 - - 2012-05-06 - - 2012-05-03 - i've got a sneaking suspicion that i'm under 2012-05-02 - there's something about 2012-05-01 - - 2012-05-01 - - 2012-04-24 - - 2012-04-24 - - 2012-04-23 - my selfish heart is alone tonight 2012-04-14 - don't look ahead there's stormy weather 2012-04-09 - - 2012-04-08 - - 2012-04-07 - like a rainbow 2012-04-01 - - 2012-03-30 - - 2012-03-25 - skin on skin 2012-03-25 - someone's in the wolf 2012-03-25 - like a drug 2012-03-25 - - 2012-03-25 - It's a luscious mix of words and tricks 2012-03-24 - beckoned me ahead 2012-03-11 - - 2012-03-11 - enough said 2012-03-09 - Thought 2012-03-07 - exactly one 2012-03-07 - inhuman 2012-03-07 - - 2012-03-07 - - 2012-03-07 - i'm not rich, i'm just nice 2012-03-07 - sleepy crush 2012-03-01 - - 2012-02-28 - paper tiger 2012-02-28 - - 2012-02-28 - - 2012-02-25 - slays me every time 2012-02-23 - loneliness, truth, beauty & a picture of you 2012-02-22 - james dean 2012-02-18 - oh dear 2012-02-16 - - 2012-02-15 - simple pleasures 2012-02-15 - shadows 2012-02-15 - ain't no good 2012-02-15 - save yourself 2012-02-14 - with your animal 2012-02-14 - u go ur way, i'll go myne 2012-02-14 - they stone you when you're walking on the street 2012-02-14 - creature of mercy 2012-02-12 - all wrong 2012-02-12 - why can't i be you 2012-02-11 - - 2012-02-09 - such an intent stare 2012-01-28 - things i thought while preparing for my first AA meeting: 2012-01-28 - - 2012-01-28 - all & everyone 2012-01-25 - Who wouldn't 2012-01-23 - there were no survivors 2012-01-21 - over you 2012-01-21 - not even joking 2012-01-21 - some unrighteous intention 2012-01-20 - turn it into something so good 2012-01-20 - strung out in heavens high 2012-01-20 - - 2012-01-20 - you 2012-01-19 - Bring It On 2012-01-19 - but this is long enough 2012-01-13 - - 2012-01-10 - the words that maketh murder 2012-01-10 - Don't Explain. 2012-01-09 - backsliding
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