msjessica's Diaryland Diary

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i'm walking into walls just to be where you ought to

drinking coopers red because it kind of tastes like his lips.

sometimes i still smell him in my sweat, like he is still in my body, seeping through my pores.

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it is hard.

he wants so much.

so much openness and for my heart and soul to be completely laid bare before him. previously i've been able to get by with just laying bare my body but that is such his second, third or fourth priority so often.

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i just want to be with him all the time. i want this chance.

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i don't really have anything to say.

i'm empty and exhausted and all i know for fucking sure is that i'd just like to be by his side, fucking or fighting, loving or listening or...drinking and dancing - whatever the fuck we might do.

8:38 p.m. - 2013-03-16

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