msjessica's Diaryland Diary

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the lights divide us

voices of addiction

(not you)

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talking to an old friend, we text and say 'just a 5 min call to hear each others voice' turns into 45 minute diatribe about how he has been done over, how his good friend has abandoned him, how she called him a junkie

screamed it down their hallway

and how dare she

after she shot up with me that once, as an experiment (she hated it, vomited for hours, shivered, hated it)

how dare she call he

smoking ice every day

trashing their house

losing days

how dare she call him a junkie

misuse the word

him saying trying one just the once is the equivalent to using the other daily

i'm reminded of this insane stigma

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and the words, the stance, the excuses of addiction are all the same regardless of substance.

11:02 p.m. - 2014-07-23

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