msjessica's Diaryland Diary

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

-

i wish i could make this be in really really small writing (i mean - i can actually. i should. note to self.)

have heard of two deaths in the last 24 hours that are just outside my immediate sphere, yet immediately affecting those close to me. hearing sobs and pained, strained voices, feeling their absolute heart Ache down the line

i don't know fuck

makes me feel a lot of things i feel like i want to write about but i feel pretty fucking stupid doing so

makes me drink some strong whiskey sours, set up scoring for tomorrow, makes me feel and taste oblivion already

it's a mixture of

sadness jealousy desire shame insignificance purpose inspiration validation malaise

7:30 p.m. - 2014-02-20

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

previous - next

latest entry

about me

archives

notes

DiaryLand

contact

random entry

other diaries:

studsnpatchs
malanoche
drastik
famelicose
hiv
with-squalor
loveherwell
dope-slave
sunfuck
zoela
leftcoast
thisrecord
anna-popcorn
birds-fly
x-y
clapclapclap
takenbytrees
doctorkaysen
cuntfeel
rebecca
bangyrdead
usb-port
oh-my-darlin
friskyseal
moodswing
tsulnagrom
kittensblood
sntheticlove
reawaken
winteranfang
ninabean
x--8letters
hiswickedgun
cymbals
pettyquarrel
hotwaterlove
glorycloud
gonzoprophet
notathought
verydamnlong
kateness
boyafterboy
erases
pitter-pat
boyecho
manvsdevil
amazinfuckup
-eyes
drawtheline