msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i wish i could make this be in really really small writing (i mean - i can actually. i should. note to self.) have heard of two deaths in the last 24 hours that are just outside my immediate sphere, yet immediately affecting those close to me. hearing sobs and pained, strained voices, feeling their absolute heart Ache down the line i don't know fuck makes me feel a lot of things i feel like i want to write about but i feel pretty fucking stupid doing so makes me drink some strong whiskey sours, set up scoring for tomorrow, makes me feel and taste oblivion already it's a mixture of sadness jealousy desire shame insignificance purpose inspiration validation malaise 7:30 p.m. - 2014-02-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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