msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - beautiful heroin........ honestly, the general quietness and feeling that everything is just... fine, is such a beautiful reprieve. it really is sleeping while awake. fortunately i got some good news at the end of the week - a new connection made, and i can have direct access to them so don't have to wait until my friend wants to get on. of course this has potential to be a bad thing but..... it's good quality stuff, the guy is friendly enough... and honestly, after 2.5 days of regular using already my veins are shot so it's very difficult to administer intravenously on my own, and my other options are either dangerous (skin popping, intramuscular) or just not going to happen (smoking). i still have left overs. it all makes me feel kind of relieved and more able to deal with life - think of that what you will. - had a booty call last night. was nice. not the booty call i might have preferred but my body was grateful for the release and my stoned brain was grateful for some affection and a sleeping boy body to be close to. all cats look the same in the dark. - i wish my veins worked better. 4:04 p.m. - 2014-08-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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