msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- that's fucking bullshit something about finding enlightenment through a married guy. feeling weird about chatting with that chicks brother. that chjchick. fuck, that chick. and her boy. fuck, that boy. fuck that boy. cold fingertips and live radiohead. where have i really been? i guess i like that with the married guy without talking about it we speak about freedom and restrictions and domesticity and submission and i represent everything he's not and he represents everything i'm not that's hot. and then she is blonde and submissive and quiet and beautiful. and he is....i don't even know yet. loud. no. not loud. he is outspoken and opinionated and experienced and shame, shame, shame. ------------ i am bright pink hair now. late night i don't even know whats. if he will draw a gun and pack of sandwiches. it would be beautiful. - i am not about he's anymore. i am about nothings. not even that. whatever it is. it's a lonely and desolate place. i am talking about the scars on my legs, the privilege that comes with being a cis femme identifying white woman in a western oriented societ�y. big words for a little girl. 3:05 a.m. - 2012-07-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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