msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- other maybe it's i feel so ashamed, disconnected from my self, body, sex. i know you can get there with me, i know you can help me but i need to trust you first and those questions i asked and what followed... showed i can't give myself. OR i can, of course i can, but i need to adjust my expectations, need to check where i'm coming from and what i'm seeking and try to align that with what you can offer so as not to damage either of us. but if YOU can't give me conversation, how can you give anything else. you always demanded the best of me and i have since strove to give it, everywhere. i would be cheating both of us if i asked for anything less of you. 12:48 a.m. - 2014-04-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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