msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- htrk he's going to be here next week, i'm not really sure what this visit will involve. he probed into my recent sexual activity with this sly smile, obvious satisfaction when i say there is no recent activity, that i am disconnected from other people and my body. i don't know what he has in mind, why this makes him smile. my senses go on high alert, my dreams become fuller still with desire. it feels so dangerous though, i don't know if he thinks like i think, i don't know if the other person he's visiting is..... i don't know where their relationship is standing. it doesn't matter a lot, but i wonder why she would be so adamant about not wanting to know about him seeing me, when i am the opposite - would like to know exactly the pretense of their time together, how their chemistry works, what their 3rd mind is like these days. 6:50 p.m. - 2014-04-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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