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slays me every time

so, not thursday at the supermarket but last night at a bar.

in the moment when i was most unexpectant, dancing to a bands first song, a hard hand on my shoulder

turn around to see that familiar face.

he asked for a hug.

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there is not really much more to say.

i can not go back there, although my thoughts have been centred around what that could be like all day.

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some smart ass remark as i was leaving, when i'd said my ride was finishing their drink

'don't they have a program for bad drinkers?'

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i don't know.

i need a replacement desperately, because this one is getting old and even if opportunity did open up, to say yes would be to demean myself even further.

1:54 p.m. - 2012-02-25

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