msjessica's Diaryland Diary

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loneliness, truth, beauty & a picture of you

ran into that boys housemates at the supermarket today.

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getting dressed i had wondered if today would be the day that i would happen into him, how that would feel, how he would react, how i would react.

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it started with one of my housemates spotting the girl, moving quickly.

then later, after having a dance to the dodgy music playing through the speakers, i spotted the boy - tall, dark, gorgeous boy - dancing down the aisle's also.

such an awkward encounter.

i know that they know.

and surely they know that.

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the boy though, was nowhere to be seen.

i think i know where he was though.

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it has sent my thoughts a bit abuzz this afternoon.

just lying in bed, reading a book about childhood same sex first kisses, hot wax on white breasts and collars around pregnant 16 year olds, i am missing sex.

some boring masturbation.

i am so sick of porn.

walked outside for a cigarette and my housemates were listening to 'no aphrodisiac' which made me smile a bit.

the song stopped and they started playing it, her on drums and her friend on guitar, singing quietly.

not that funny anymore.

5:12 p.m. - 2012-02-23

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