msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- no treatment no cure I want to get stoned. The ache is almost painful. I'm not giving in but fuck I want to, one part of me thinks it's just a matter of time, the other thinks I just need to hold on a little longer and the want will pass, something will take the wants place. Lying, cutting, sex, drama, heroin...... Crescendo of catastrophic substitutes for....... I don't know what yet. Something something something will fill that, will be more effective than the most effective pain relief 1:02 a.m. - 2016-06-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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