msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- creature of mercy sobriety has stolen my sun tan. - today was a return to old form in some ways. coconut oil and sunshine, reading the heroin diaries meeting strangers in the tree house, and most importantly walking to the bottle shop. buying some beer. - i had already planned this mini "relapse". i don't see it that way (maybe i do?) my mouth and fingers so full of contradictions, i don't even know which lie is true anymore. - i will say that a cold beer felt even better than a warm hug. and i feel that hunger in me tonight to go out and get hurricane drunk, find some person, make me forget forget forget 7:08 p.m. - 2012-02-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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