msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bury me in my favourite yellow patent leather shoes i'm pretty much shivering and ready to burst with love. - went to nick cave on friday night. heading down to brisbane all striped shirt and ripped jeans, broken hearts make better lovers, stopping on the way for 2 quick beers which make my anorexic soul drunk - writing words of love and confusion and some bitterness pouring scotch into coke cans for a train ride, taking pictures of my words, sending them over to the one i love arriving, being red dress ready, red lips like a blood sucker words on my phone from this boy, this man a hip flask duct taped to my thigh, straight whiskey at the show, burning stomach and fingertips, burning desire, all i have left. - a saturday morning in holland park west, the best vegan chocolate cake ever and such a beautiful lady whose generosity of spirit surprises me still. "i have to go to newcastle" - what is money, what is what anyone else thinks, what is consequences, what is monday - fuck it all, i'm going. - the flight is the longest 55 minutes of my whole life. seeing him is all rushed kisses and sensory overload. stopping in the sand dunes to just fuck, so many words lately, so many BIG, HUGE words and heart spilling and accusatory stares and aching hearts and arms and blast it all away in coal tainted sand that stains our hands and faces. an arrival home, a manic show and tell, dolphins by a convict built swimming hole. it feels right to be here. my crazy and impulsive heart and fingertips finally did something right, - a venture out into newcastle city. dancing, so many smiles, we'll invite the taxi driver to the wedding. slow nakedness and waiting to drip all over him - drip love, desire, my honey, my salty soul - today will be sydney. seeing some old friends. tomorrow will be 6am plane ride and oblivion, gone, back to work, back to life. who knows what happens from here. 8:23 a.m. - 2013-03-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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