msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - I got asked the other day what the happiest time in my life had been. One was first living in Sydney with my first Bek. Living in that hotel, then in erskineville, my first real taste of proper independence... They were some exciting times. But beyond that, I realized there are a few different periods that Pete and I had together that sit at the top of that list. Many times. Such simple and complete bliss was felt from the smallest things, just us and our animals in our own space and our own little world. I miss him terribly in a way I don't really understand, in a way that out of nowhere, on a happy day can make me break down and cry. I guess it's grieving, all these tears. I don't think we could ever be a couple again, and I don't think I would want that. But my heart breaks when I think of him and our time together and that he's not in my life anymore. 9:56 p.m. - 2012-05-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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