msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Everything Illuminated For 8 years or more this diary has been my sanctuary, my place to write with passion and fervor about what's happening in my life, to express and document things through a certain voice that often empowers me and gives me clarity. I don't have that anymore. I understand that sharing such deeply personal thoughts and anecdotes in a semi public medium like this, even though I guess there's.... I don't know? 2, 5, 8 people who ever read this stuff... Understand that it could be viewed as betrayal. As dishonor. As pissing on something sacred. But I realize now how sacred this place has been to me, and what power I've given away by just handing over my most private space. I'm at a complete loss now as to where I can express my feelings, what's just happened in the last few weeks, and currently most importantly the last 48 hours. But I feel ashamed, disgraced, and this feels like a sacrifice and one that will likely be met with harsh judgements and Well Misunderstandings. But maybe it's worth it. 12:56 a.m. - 2013-05-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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