msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- through the night, through the night i am obsessed these last couple of days with nick cave. i have always LIKED nick cave, but now i just cannot get enough of him. let the bells ring - i wish it would play constantly, throughout my every day. it sounds the way that he dances - i think that is so perfect. - i fall in love with strangers all the time. tonight it was a girl i've fallen in love with many times before, over the course of years - i've seen her maybe three or four times a year, for the past four (five?) years we have seen eachother grow. she looks thinner tonight - drugs though, not an eating thing she was videotaping the performance and we were all eye contact and i remember you from way back when. i didn't speak to her. i know i'll be seeing her again. - there was also a boy with beautiful floral sleeve tattoos. he was perfect except for his face, and the fact that he was wearing one of those stupid headbands - looking like he was straight out of MGMT. i think i am just a sucker for human contact. i fall in love with the person next to me, or behind me at concerts simply because they are rubbing up against me. lights come on, moments over no heart ache - i like it like that. social masturbation? something like that. - on this day six years ago bek's mum died. technically she died "tomorrow" - that is that day that bek switched off her life support. but really, she died today. two years ago today i started working for this company, that i still work for and that has shaped so much of my life - not just the past two years but much, much more to come. big day, twenty-fifth of may..... 10:18 p.m. - 2010-05-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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