failed miserably as the traffic was too bad so pete got upset.
being around him lately is all about walking on egg shells. his fuse is basically non existent and i find i am constantly apologising for things either out of my control or that i haven't even done.
i sincerely hope that my moving out has a positive effect on him rather than a negative one. sometimes he is this person who i really don't like very much and find it hard to imagine anyone would.
his anger is so intense so quickly - you can feel the energy coming right off him, like he is going to explode.
Not a good thing.
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we ended up having fish and chips near the beach after an hour or so of driving around and him yelling a couple of times. the lunch was nice and so was he once we had it.
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i've been playing facebook games the last 3 days. terrible.
i move in one week. i started packing my things today - didn't get very far but it's a start.
looking forward to the change.
really excited to see what kind of things i fill my time with when i'm in a new house with 4 people i've never met and no television. very big brother really...
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kind of wish i could get an addiction to sleeping pills. not so much an addiction, as i wish i could form the habit and have no trouble getting a prescription. they are just so delicious and easy.
last night - home alone, feeling lonely and bored - problem solved! pop a seroqual! i don't have any left now which is one part good to one part bad.
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seeing an old friend tonight which is nice.
heading to queensland next friday for my dad and his partners wedding. which will be lovely i think.
meh - this is the most boring diary entry ever.