msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - God I don’t remember thinking about ending my own life so consistently for years Between trying to grieve and trying to work and trying to kept my shit together for work and then trying to be there for my family and trying to heal myself I feel so fractured and exhausted and like I’m not doing anything that I truly want to ever and I can’t even see a way out of this that doesn’t completely throw away everything or doesn’t just end up in the exact same situation 8:32 p.m. - 2018-07-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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