msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- if you wanna leave, don't breathe a word i'm not very good at getting over things. processing things. letting go. today i am wet cheeks and a snotty nose, the smell of a man I didn't touch is still all over my skin and in my hair, haunting like a phantom every time I turn my head. I've given myself two orgasms which satisfied for a minute until emotion swelled up in my chest and poured out of me. i feel....... the sadness of missed opportunity, of a life i'd much rather be living, the absence of tenderness, of touch, of electric familiarity. i feel undesirable and thrown away. not good enough. regretted. 12:15 p.m. - 2016-09-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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