msjessica's Diaryland Diary

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if you wanna leave, don't breathe a word

i'm not very good at getting over things. processing things. letting go.

today i am wet cheeks and a snotty nose, the smell of a man I didn't touch is still all over my skin and in my hair, haunting like a phantom every time I turn my head.

I've given myself two orgasms which satisfied for a minute until emotion swelled up in my chest and poured out of me.

i feel....... the sadness of missed opportunity, of a life i'd much rather be living, the absence of tenderness, of touch, of electric familiarity. i feel undesirable and thrown away. not good enough. regretted.

12:15 p.m. - 2016-09-09

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