msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ever since the italian painted demons. all horns and darkness and shadow. i thought they were self portraits. we spoke a lot about possession, about not listening to your intuition. i thought i had been possessed and shaken free of it, that i may help him to be freed. he needs things that are.... he needs to be away from me. i spoke with a friend who was raised with religion. she has a deep belief in angels and demons. she told me the devil will appear 'with a gold plated vest covered in the finest of jewels' (paraphrasing). the devil is beautiful. the devil is tempting and delicious and will steer you off course with no care for your wants or needs. - i thought it was him. there was this theme all through our time, with the horns. from a few days in, i started wearing antlers around my neck, a relic from my past that became significant again in light of him. i saw him tonight. i realised, it's me. i'm the demon. 10:53 p.m. - 2015-06-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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