msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- putting the damage on i have become quite imaginative - it takes effort to come here and be honest because all of my words have been going somewhere else lately, but this is important, this place for myself so - the note i leave for myself, what i want to remember about this time - you feel engorged. you feel like a leech, feeding, growing but it is more than that, better you feel like a cleaner fish, swimming around and living off a shark and you feel like the shark too. you are all about symbiosis, you are big and small. you are giant limbs, giant breasts, giant hips, giant pussy. you are powerful. you are strong. you are deep and terrifying but you are safe. when you stretch, it feels like earthquakes. your cunt aches and your nipples tingle, you are hyper-sensitised, you are on fire. you are full of words. you have so much to say. you have a voice. you are important. you quiver. you smoke too much. you look people up and down like you're a man. you take up space like you own the place. you are back. you are here. you're hiding. you're everywhere, you're masquerading. - other times you're small. you are animalesque, you are a kitten, you are taken, you are too aware, you are hyper sensitive, it is too much but you are safe (maybe). you are magical, you are fleeting, you are endless, your limbs trail off into glitter, you are all-giving, you are the most, you are peace, you are the epitome, you ARE. - you are endless. 10:08 p.m. - 2014-12-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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