msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- karma a couple of weeks ago i had 2 dates with a boy that went pretty well. i was really high and using throughout both of them (on the first one, i made us take a $25 taxi ride detour home so i could pick up before we went to a gig - he was unaware). anyway - we had a pretty nice time and as long as i was stoned, i didn't hate his company. i recognised that some of his ideas were very off putting to me and the way he spoke about his ex-wife and other women he had been involved in showed levels of entitlement, misogyny and all round grossness that just turned me right off. after our second date, where i stayed at his house and we had sex, i left in the afternoon all nice and kisses goodbye. when he messaged me the next day, i didn't reply and don't intend on ever talking to him again if i can help it. he probably has no idea what went wrong. my date on friday night, to me, was great. he way exceeded my admittedly very low expectations, was great in bed, intelligent, kind..... i was excited that this could be an ongoing thing. but now, he hasn't responded to a text from this afternoon and i guess i'm getting the same treatment that other guy got and...... gosh, i wonder what it was that turned him off? 9:19 p.m. - 2014-11-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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