msjessica's Diaryland Diary -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i've been pretty tired this week. i went out on wednesday nigth, very good intentions - a cheap jug of beer and about .5 mg of suboxone. they were $10 jugs, i had many new and old friends sort of coincidentally going to be in same place at same time so it turned into a bigger night. a man approached me, quietly and slinking along, he looked strange approached me and asked if i was on occupied i asked if we'd spoken before he said i'd probably blocked him anyway, this went on - eventually he said he had some valium eventually i wound up getting some from him, for free, no charge, no intention, very good. - really, it was very good. i was a bit worried he would follow me or whatever but i guess he was just lonely and holding and strange - not all of those things and a terrible creep as well. - i took one tonight - half at first then the second mere minutes before i felt the first bit kick in (impatience). so, so lovely. i hunger for a constant prescription, or even just to know someone who has one because they always have spare. - anyways this little benzo high is fucking fabulous. - that's all. 10:57 p.m. - 2014-06-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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