msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- blah blah blah love rant and whinge blah i feel fucking exhausted. have this ridiculous appetite (lack of) - i'm not really sure what it's about. if it's deliberate or not. but i feel phsyical unable to eat until i'm at the point of having the shakes. don't know what the fuck it's about. but it, combined with the weekends activity is leaving me feeling really physically lacking. - anyway - love over distance for this whole last 24 hours has just been blissful and beautiful. skype sessions just to lay in bed next to each other and look at each others faces. open discussion and debrief about expectations and wants, fears and desires. a fast and tender unexpected orgasm showing nothing more but my face. so gentle. it's ridiculous. - also i have a ridiculous bruise on my right forearm, from where my best vein was available and he made a bit of a mess. it is a strange souvenir and token to have taken from the weekend. he looks like he has stepped through a barbed wire fence. - our desire was so that we were both surprised by the ability of our bodies to rejuvenate and be hungry for one another again. so many varying situations and scenario's. i still just bliss out - physical fuckedness be damned. 1:58 p.m. - 2013-03-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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