msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What's wrong with you? ah well. i am more superficial than i thought i guess. feeling fucking terrible because i've just hurt a really lovely, amazing person who has already had a really shitty life. fuck. and what is REALLY fucked up about it, is that if he had been wearing some black tight jeans and a cool shirt, a pair of docs and maybe had different hair... I'd probably be pretty in love. But those things are just clothes? What difference does it make? As it was I couldn't even hug him goodbye... Fuck. I am terrible. (I guess in a way it's not just clothes. I mean, they are, but they display some shared interests and values, some common ground.... personal pride. Something. Or I'm just a superficial cow. Or both.) 12:34 p.m. - 2012-06-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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