msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - dose up and go to sleep. this is how i talk now. - saw my housemates band play tonight. the singer is this young guy,maybe 19/20, he writes these beautiful songs about sailors,murder,loves lost and birds without wings. drinks wine straight out of the bottle,cultivating a persona. it's interesting to watch, where does he get these stories? he seems so. old. - inspected my wounds in the shower. just feel so disconnected. a friend said today it's odd how ‘calm’ i am when talking about this. it's just complete detachment really, like i don't really know who or what i am. have to redress my arms now. gauze patches and a bandage around each wrist. dose up 10:49 p.m. - 2012-02-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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