msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- simple pleasures I lived. not as dramatic as it all sounded i guess. a few stitches and a saline drip. i've been home this afternoon. just lying in bed, watching seinfield. i feel lonely. i wish i had someone to lay down beside me and hold me. that sounds stupid and ridiculous but it's how i feel. i can't drink anymore. maybe if i meet someone,and can be in a situation where i won't be left on my own while drunk,i'll be able to. which is good as i very much enjoy drunken sex and being intimate with someone in that head space. so much work to do on myself,on healing, figuring out who i am,talking to counsellors. they all want to know what my “childhood trauma” was, 8:13 p.m. - 2012-02-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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