msjessica's Diaryland Diary

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save yourself

almost cut my hands off.

it's funny until it's true.

-

the girl full of flowers can't save me now

floral scent and well meaning, how far can it get you?

started off sweet

not too long and my hands will smell of meat.

i know where i should go, i know what i need to take

instead i stab, stab stab.

tried to cut my hands off.

that makes sense?

i can still type, obviously didn't work too well.

i lie.

i lie, i lie.

fresh roll of paper, fresh blades.

all the things i said i'd never do, i am there again.

this thing takes over like i don't know what.

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see my arm going funny colours, my forearm all swelled up and hand going some kind of blue

not there yet.

no, i'm not there yet.

1:28 a.m. - 2012-02-15

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