msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all & everyone i tried to not drink today. again. and again, i didn't make it past midday. - i'm going to a meeting tonight. i don't know if that's the way for me. i don't know if i'm ready to be sober forever. i know i need at least a week, or 5, off. and I can't even go a couple of hours. - today i'll probably spend getting toasted and reading other AA stories. I called to ask about the meeting and broke down on the phone. the lady was nice, gave some good advice. - i know i am due to feel a bit fucked after all the drugs etc the last couple of weeks but... reality is in there somewhere. and i guess, it doesn't matter why i feel like this, the fact remains that i do. - BDO was awesome by the way. 1:05 p.m. - 2012-01-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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