msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- there were no survivors was going to go to an AA meeting tonight. - i asked pete to go with me. don't know why...well, that's a lie. i didn't want to go alone. he said he could go on tuesday. i've changed my mind now. drinking a gin and tonic in a wine glass. extra strong. to my credit, i exercised, showered, had dinner and had a look at my next uni assignment before pouring it, when i wanted to pour it before even changing out of my gym gear. - In a bit of a shame spiral really re all the stupid shit i said over facebook and in multiple blogs and over skype to chris and to the vegas vet. and text messages. - so much stupid shit comes out of my mouth/brain sometimes. gah. i can't even bring myself to read any of it. - going to be going again in a couple of days though. BDO - big day. drugs. hopefully someone to take home afterwards. "all dreamers meet the same sad fate one day, hiding behind a bottle" 7:29 p.m. - 2012-01-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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