msjessica's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all those letters that you wrote to yourself, and could not address you know, he can say such lovely things "i think of you as a knife, or a gun, something intriguing but dangerous" he says, "like if we were to spend too much time together we would end up dead" something could have happened he says, brings it up everytime, how far we could have pushed things he says, unique relationship, favourite person all these funny little lines and of course, they come from the same family so they're going to be similiar but..this isn't the boy i'm waiting for, and i'm wary of all the things that he says it's just for entertainment value i'm sure. which is what i'm using it for, no? - it feels like it's been raining for a week. it might have been really, i'm not sure. more than anything i feel bad that i have let him down. and that this feeling may result in a lie. which is horrible really. i'm not really being honest with myself, in this situation. i am not, nor have i Ever been, very good at this. 2:08 p.m. - 2006-06-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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